I do not know what to do
WHether to send the email anot
I scared that if I send out,teachers choose me for this course
I may not be able to cope.
But,ZLS is also right
If I cannot handle this kind of little stress
How am I going to handle the rest of of the stress when I am older
I know maybe I cannot enter this course
But,deep inside my heart,
I felt the urge to try
But I am really scared
Scared of not able to cope
Scared of being Poh Yin's sis

I do not want to cope myself inside the room all day long
What am I suppose to do!