White is loved

2010-09-01T13:38:00.002+08:00

2 years back
I was very childish.
I do not think before I speak.
I mind greatly of other people's opinion of me
I've become very cautious of what steps to take
NOT NOW.
I will believe and trust my stand.
Firm it
Though relationship with others still stay important
I will be myself
Myself
Others may say anything
Good or bad about me
If it's good.I say thank you
If bad,I will take note of the points
Those bad points that are untrue,
I will give a hack care about them
Cause I neo the truth clearly myself
And that's what matter the most,isn't it?

2010-06-26T10:58:00.003+08:00

I realised how much I have grown these few years
I've come across all kinds of people
Kind,fake,bimbos,cheaters,hot-tempered-mild-tempered etc.
These people help me learn how to tackle them
How to get along with them
And of course how to avoid making the wrong path

Thinking if the previous year
I was still in-mature
Not thinking before I speak
Making wrong decisions,speaking the wrong words

Now,Im more grown up
I think things in different perspective and angles
I realise that some things are not what they seemed

I also learn to appreciate what I was given
The gift that not many people have the chance to have
Thankful,grateful.

Thank you for the people who accompany in my growing years
And I know that as years pass,I will grown up and mature more.
Thank you.

2010-06-07T08:11:00.003+08:00

Shop

Shoes,bags,dress,shirts,pants,necklaces,bracelet

I WANT ALL OF THEM

Budget:$60

I can forsee a big hole in my pocket if I spend the $60.

Shall I get sponsor?

Nope.My stuff.My money

Shall bear with the pain if I really spend this amount of money

I shall eat less in school

Spend less in school

Get sponsor in my stationary

Yes.I should

*evil smile.

2010-05-12T07:38:00.006+08:00

For a friendship to bloom,

This is call fate

To sustain a friendship,

You have to give and take

You give something,the other party has to give you something back

It's tiring for one party to fork out all his efforts to sustain a relationship

While the other party is slacking

This is not a friendship

This is call a slavery

That's the difference

Do you understand?

To sustain a friendship,you must forget and forgive

Broaden your heart

Then both parties will be happy

Sometimes i wonder,

A person that known someone for years

And yet do not understand the latter

Is this called "friends?"

(muffins,cupcakes,milk bread with melting cheese is love)

2010-04-16T16:46:00.003+08:00

CALORIES INVADE
Had subway yesterday
Simply delicious
Simply fattening
I'm in love with subway COOKIES
Totally spent $9+for the fabulous meal
I'm willing to gain calories for it .Okay.Erm.x)
Can they share with me their cookie recipe?
*Faint.
SUBWAY COOKIES ARE OWNED.

2010-03-21T16:09:00.002+08:00

*Smirks.

Warmth has arrive.

2010-03-19T15:22:00.003+08:00

I don't see the happiness with my ANNOYING BROTHERS around
Seriously,I think that staying in camp is much more happier than in my house
With my ANNOYING brothers around
I cannot have the peace that I want

Gosh.
Why do I have this kind of brothers
CHILDISH!
ILL-MANNERED!
NO MANNERS!
NO RESPECT!

In conclusion.
They are TERRIBLE!

2010-03-14T19:11:00.010+08:00

Recently,Jia Yu and I become closer after chatting about the same topic:

Responsibility.

What is the real definition of responsibility?

I don't know

I really don't know

Its meaning is indefinite.

A mother who is willing to sacrifice for her child.

A teacher who is helping his weaker students.

A elder sibling taking care of his younger sibling

A leader who takes the initiative to fight the right for his followers/members

These scenario are so different,yet so similar

It all depends how you want to view it,

See it.

Perhaps,other people do not see the reason of the responsibility

But it's all right

Every people's perspective is different

Yes,every people's perspective is different

I should not care much of these comments

I should persevere to my own stand and ignore the others

Yes,I really should

2010-02-21T20:53:00.002+08:00

I HATE CHINESE NEW YEAR!
I'm always gaining extra kilos during this period
Eat,and Eat,and Eat
Keep on eating
Now,I think I'm heavier
FATTER!
lOL..
Just need to lose the extra weights I gained
Not serious
I still love Chinese new year.

2010-02-07T08:22:00.004+08:00

I sometimes really wonder..

Does my family look like a bank to you?

Whereby you can take the money every time?

Whereby you can push all the consequences to us?

If they die someday,

And I happen to be alive at that time.

I will tell you

I will definitely not let you take any money

Not a single cent

I don't care if you are hacked to death or whatever

Cause I think ,

I don't have the duty to let you take out the money from this open ATM machine

Which you think we are

Too bad.

Cause this open BANK will close any moment.

2010-01-31T10:30:00.004+08:00

Sometimes,I really wonder

That decision I made,was it correct?

I gave up on piano

Is it wasted?

Many people asked me why I gave up on piano

Especially after I passed grade 8

A grade that many people wanted to pass

Yet,they could not

They asked me whether want to continue my path

I rejected again and again

Cause,I find the point is..

Piano had given me so much misery,

So much pain

So much hurt

I dun wan to face it again

I really dun

But,then again

Is it such a pity?

2010-01-30T22:15:00.003+08:00

I just want a clear face

Is that really that hard?

Why is it that I tried so hard yet it is always a failure?

Why?

2010-01-22T20:27:00.001+08:00

It's really gone case.
Nothing going to help
I really want to go

2010-01-16T08:08:00.003+08:00

I will be the strongest!
I will let those who had once despised me to have a big shock in their lives

I will show them that I can do it

I will show them that nothing is impossible in this world

I will be doubly working hard ,if not triple

One day,I will proudly stand firm on my feet

Raises my head and said"I DID IT!"

I will,and I know that I can

2010-01-01T20:38:00.003+08:00

I will never ever forget how you treated me
I will never ever forget that you betrayed my trust in you
Never ever forget that you cheated my money
How am I going to have a happy new year when you sms me
How am I going to not forget you when you left such a deep impression in me
I hate you,You this cheater
I hate you,You this liar
I hate you,You this betrayer
I hate you!

2009-12-30T09:21:00.003+08:00

ADMIT IT,YOU ARE A SLUT

Lol...

I actually admitted that I'm a slut

Well,wanted to go and watch the concert

But,

1ST- NO MONEY!

2ND- POH YIN DON'T WANT GO!

Let me explain why I have to money,

That's because I'm going to FAR EAST on Saturday

Hoping to spent my money on DRESS,SHOES!

Shopping,here I come!

2009-12-27T19:01:00.002+08:00

Such dishonesty
Hate this kind of person the most
She just make herself look downgraded,that's all

2009-12-25T13:29:00.003+08:00

WTF WTH

What do you think of these 2 words?
Are you shocked??
Well,if you are shocked of what I wrote,
You are wrong
These 2 words are for the car plates in Malaysia
I was laughing out loud when I saw the cars plates at first
I realised that viewing in a different perspective,
You can see different meanings in it
It applies to life
Sometimes,when you take another view,
You will start to understand things in a better way,a more different,unusual ways
We,humans tend to view things in our way,
And tend to ignore some of the details
Hence,we made conclusion
Which is not the truth,and is unnecessary
Start viewing things in another way
Who knows?You might find something interesting!

2009-12-11T08:30:00.002+08:00

If you happen to see this post,
Good for you
If you not,don't vry daddy or mummy
When you sms me overseas
I'm not paying you the overseas smss..
I'm away from malaysia from 14 dec - 21 dec
I know you will miss me
But,hey!
I got my own life to spent
"winks"!

2009-12-07T09:39:00.002+08:00

I straightened my hair le!
Phew it smells now
Cause I haven wash it for 2 days
I have to wait for 2mrr then I can wash
I feel extremely dirty now

I just cannot imagine how these people live
Simply no mind to think,no compassion at all
Say what no money then next year slowly pay back lor
Still got a lot of time..
I simply rolled my eyes when I saw this sentence
You rich,so what?

2009-12-03T09:17:00.003+08:00

Tok to Carina about her.
Told her what I felt
She comforted me
And cheer me up
Saying that sometimes,is hard to control stuffs like that
I can only accept things
In order to be happier
I thought for it for a while
What she said was absolutely right
We are humans after all
Human will have weakness
I may be too be like her
Who knows
I felt better after telling her what I had bottled up of this few months
Thanks..

2009-11-24T09:32:00.001+08:00

I feel like buying a dress
But my buttocks simply too qiao
How ah
A lot of dress not suitable fr me also
Anyone,
Can accompany go shopping someday?

2009-11-24T08:59:00.003+08:00

In additional
I'm not eyeing for your sl position
I'm not even going to fight with your precious hazel
If she is the one,
I sincerely congratulate her
I will be cooperative
Listen to her
Even helping a hand in maintaining silence when there is a need
So stop your stupid nonsense

I will have to get along with you because I have to
Since you have not passed out until the middle next year

Stop your nonsense
Don't think I do not know what you are thinking
You dare not to admit that you are biased?
Even the blind can tell
Even the juniors can tell

I'm going to tolerate and try to respect you since you are my senior
I hope you will stop
Otherwise,
I do not know what I will say when I cannot tolerate your nonsense

2009-11-24T08:53:00.003+08:00

Jia Min,
How biased can you get?
Geez..
How childish can you be?
I cannot imagine how I become your imaginative rival
For goodness sake
Even if you don't like ,
You cannot be so biased
You are the section leader
How can you not judge black and white
I wonder how you become section leader

If you have that heart for your section,
You should not have done these things

I cannot imagine how childish you can get

I admit I am also very childish
But,at least
I'm not biased ,like you
At least,if I am going to work with bredyn,
Zi En,
I'm willing to tell them the necessary information

What the!
I really don't want to say this
But,
You really pissed me off!

2009-11-23T20:45:00.001+08:00

I am just hanging my life over this little hope
I am wishing for hope
Waiting for a miracle
Is it possible?
I sometimes even question myself

2009-11-19T10:04:00.008+08:00

This is my new handphone.

I'm a little regretful of buying this color

Should have bought white instead

But,never mind,

I still love my phone very much

Erm.. as for now,

It is functioning well

Nothing under my satisfactory

Except for the games

Hahas.

2009-11-14T17:36:00.000+08:00

Let's clap hands and welcome,
DOUBLE SCIENCE ,DOUBLE HUMANS!
I and Joycelyn in that class
And there are only PATHETIC 23 pupils..
How pathetic can we get?

2009-11-09T10:07:00.002+08:00

I'm so upset
I want my old tooth back
Now,my tooth is crooked
But,thankfully it did not drop
Is this a misfortune
Or fortune?

2009-11-07T09:38:00.002+08:00

I simply hate that OZE la.
She so...
Act cute?
Should I use this word
Act until like Lin Zhi Ling,Wang Xin Ling
That kind
I don't like this kind of person lor
Act cute also must also know when to stop
She really disgusts me all the way
She's already 14,going 15 years old le
But her actions and her tone sound like 10 years old?
Like calling for Mum's love
Yucks!

2009-11-05T08:28:00.002+08:00

It is kinda of sad that we are separated to different class next year
Well,I know
Sooner or later,
we will go separate ways
Even if we go to the same class in secondary school,
We will still be separated in the future
I am really happy for especially Poh Yin and Jia Hui
Who are in such a good class
I know that Jia Hui had always wanted to go into triple science class
I proud of you,girls

Perhaps it will not be so damping
As I may be in the same class as Joycelyn
Girls' let's meet up often,okays?
Let's try to meet during recess
Or once in 2 weeks time.
Let's try our very best to keep this precious friendship alive.
COME ON!

2009-11-03T20:03:00.001+08:00

Just add.How difficult is that?
I've been waiting for too long

2009-11-03T11:05:00.002+08:00

I do not know what to do
WHether to send the email anot
I scared that if I send out,teachers choose me for this course
I may not be able to cope.
But,ZLS is also right
If I cannot handle this kind of little stress
How am I going to handle the rest of of the stress when I am older
I know maybe I cannot enter this course
But,deep inside my heart,
I felt the urge to try
But I am really scared
Scared of not able to cope
Scared of being Poh Yin's sis

I do not want to cope myself inside the room all day long
What am I suppose to do!

2009-11-02T10:58:00.000+08:00

It's fated

2009-10-25T10:19:00.001+08:00

I look like a monster..

2009-10-24T10:46:00.001+08:00

I really want to get into double science.
I hope that the marks I get can get into double science
I really really want to go in
I hope no one will deprived me of this wish.
Please..

2009-10-21T09:14:00.000+08:00

Samuel has admitted to hospital.
Worried for him now..

2009-10-20T09:53:00.008+08:00

Since JOycelyn delicate a post specially for us.

I will also do that too.

So to be fair

Joycelyn

Thanks for being my friend for almost 3 years

Thanks for the time when you spent joy,sadness,angryness with me

Thank you for being my friend

I really appreciate the birthday card that you gave me during my birthday

You may be surprised,

But it is true that I still kept it inside my cardboard,

Nicely placed

I really like it alot

Thank you for the big nai.

Thanks la.

Ya,perhaps I was wrong in the way in the past

I may had hurt your feelings or whatsoever.

I'm really sorry if I did.

Accept my apology,okays?

I know recently ,you are quite moody

You are scared that you are different from the rest of us

Regardless of body shape,studies or whatsoever

You may be different,

But let me tell you this

Everyone is unique,

Nobody is the same

That's why you are called Joycelyn Ng Yan Ting

And I am called Teo Xin Yi Joy

So cheer up,okays?

Dun let this kind of stuffs affect you.

Thank you all this while for your silent support

Especially during the exam periods

Thanks

Jia Hui,

My dear LU GUAN ZHONG!

Though you seldom really express your thoughts

I really appreciate your silent support throughout these 2 years

I am really surprised and delighted that you called me the other day

I never expected that

I know that once you were in your low time

You felt that you do not have real friends

I was real upset when I heard that

I want to tell you that

No matter what happens

You are still my friend

Thanks for the comfort during the exam period

I know that you are trying your best to comfort me

I know all that

Though I was there weeping.

The silent support you had given me

I can feel that

Don't be shy to express your thoughts or opinions when you are with us

Really,we are best friends

So ,

you can really express your feelings in front of us

Even if you cannot bring yourself to do that

You have to know that,we are always supporting you,

No matter what.

Ah Poh

Don't feel that you are not a good friend

You are

I can feel it

It's the feeling,

The thoughts

The efforts that matter

Thank you for bringing me so much happiness

a BIG THANKS for lending a listening ear

Cracking your brain to help me

Solve this

Solve that

I really appreciate it

I'm really sorry if I had hurt you about

you know,

The bian du thing

Really sorry

I know that I may be too much at times

Actually yours is not too bian la

Is just that I want to make fun of you

My papaya also not big

Small small de

Really sorry

Forgive me,okay?

Don't feel inferior about singing

You sing well

Don't be shy to sing in front of us.

Eh..

I really admire your smile

It's so sweet .

Jia wen.

Thanks for being beside me when exercising or wadsoever

I believe you will excel well in your maths,

Someday.

I believe

School is going end soon

Come to think of it,

We have known each other since primary one

Time really flies,

you know

I'm sorry that I left you out in a period

I'm really sorry

Though words can never express my gratitude to you

I'm really happy to know you as my best friends

I remember that once I scolded you for know reason

When going to choir

I still remember this incident

Though it happened a few years back

Thank you for not giving up on this friendship

Thank you for writing the essay for the school book

It is because of this essay that I came to know that

How bad I was

Of not being a good friend to you

bE MORE cheerful kays?

Don't fear to open your true self to others

Smile.

2009-10-03T08:03:00.002+08:00

My heart sank when I heard from Jayne
Her friend had gotten back her results
At that point of time,I only wanted to escape from reality.
I don't want to know my result

I have lots of exams coming on
And I seriously don't want to spoil my mood
I know my results in my heart already
I know what will I get

I don't need that paper to tell me
I understood

What could I do?
Nothing,you see
Work even harder next year?

Or should I give up
And pack my bag say"bye bye"?
Had been learning piano for nine years
I really don't want to see a "F"

Its so painful
So frustrating ,you see.

I really should concentrate on my studies right at these moments now
I have a lot to worry

Just cheer up :)

2009-10-01T18:33:00.002+08:00

Once,someone asks me this question
"What is the food that you think it is heavenly delicious"
At that moment,I think real hard
Trying to figure what food that had make me fall in love with it.
Is it Laksa?
Is it Mee siam?
Is it fried rice?

Still I could not figure it our after much thinking
But,I miss my grandmother's fried beehoon
I remembered when I was still small,
She will cook fried beehoon for the whole family to eat
Whenever we go over her house to celebrate any festival
I love her fried beehoon very much
I don't really know what she puts it that make it so different from the others

I once asked the adults
And they told me that her ingredients were very common
They had also no idea how she cooked it
Perhaps is her experience?

As time past by,she did not have the energy to cook any fried Beehoon for us
Slowly,as I grow up,
I did not visit her for almost a year
Yet she lived so near to me

I always say"ya.ya.ya"whenever she called
She sensed it
She sensed how frustrated I felt when I recieve her calls
I chose television shows over her
Besides,I understand the actors what were they talking
But,I could not understand her language.

Her beehoon seems so distant from me
It came back to me immediately after she was gone

At that instant,I understood what was her recipe
Love
She put love inside her Beehoon and that's make it different

I am really sorry.

2009-09-23T16:37:00.002+08:00

Anyway.. Joycelyn,
You are indeed very weird la
Sorry to say that
But the AB BLOOD thing almost describe you correctly

Don't give up on yourself,ok?
Hope you wun see this post
Cause the day you see this post
Is the day when you cannot get your suju photo album.
Lol

2009-09-23T16:35:00.002+08:00

Really don't wish to elaborate further anymore
Hope your understand
I am now bothered of whether to have another go
But,my mum wants it

Quite upsetting.
But,is all right.
Not everyone succed the first time round.

2009-09-15T20:43:00.001+08:00

i sprained my left thumb.
will not post for a few days.
Sorry,Joycelyn,that post has to wait.

2009-09-05T18:39:00.002+08:00

I guess I am really not talented for music
I dun have the genes
Well,it's expected
Or should I say I am too lazy to discover my talent?

I realize that I have lived my life in vain
I don't have any talent in anything
Singing?I sux
Piano?Come on,I know my limits
Art?Anybody who knows me know that I cannot draw.
I cannot even draw a proper tree
See how pathetic am I?

I am so pathetic..

2009-09-05T18:33:00.002+08:00

My results slip is... erm
How do I express?
Full of As and Bs?

Not really beautiful actually
Quite upset about my Chinese
Because I did not write facts for the si han
It was such a pity.

Eng:60.9
HCL:60.5
Math:83.3
Science:78.2
Geog:80.9
Lit:61.7
HE:85.9

I seriously must buck up more.
End of year is coming soon
Everybody must Jia yous

Joy is an industrious student who has initiative and drive.

Come on.,
It's too funny to be true
I wonder where she had that thought.

2009-09-01T20:52:00.003+08:00

Gone to Jurong point with Pris and Joycelyn
Erm.. Can I say that I did not really enjoy myself?
Perhaps is because that I did not meet Pris for a long time
Hence,we had nothing really to share

I realised that Pris is getting more sicko
Something happened in between that
I proudly present that Joycelyn and I are INNOCENT!

I cannot imagine that Shao Wei had become taller
He is taller than Pris now
Did not meet him
Heard it from pris de.

2mrr HE prac exam
Hope everything turns out fine
The kitchen won't be burn by me

TEO POH YIN!
You own me a favour ah!
I just treat as I repaying ur shoes lor
LOL

MY CARROT..)

2009-08-21T18:11:00.007+08:00

I am very happy and glad.
I felt that the battle is finally over.
The burden dropped immediately on the floor at 11.15 am.

It's like we battled for so long
It is so tiring.
We were very tired though we only took the exam.

Taught Joycelyn 2 songs just now.
Short Simple Sweet..

3 words to describe
She's really progressing well
Though her hands are stiff
Still,she is willing to learn
And not make a nuisance

3 cheers for her
She really had a breakthrough
I am sure it is not easy for her

Joycelyn,
You did it!
Work hard ,okay?

I can see the rainbow right in front of me

2009-08-14T14:43:00.002+08:00

Guess who is this?

This is that boy who broke his toes by knocking into the cabinet.

How stupid is that?

How embarrassing!

Never mind about that

His bandage has changed into bright orange now

I guess the drivers can see him more properly

When in the dark

Quite pity him

Got to roll wheelchair or take crutches

Poor thing.

2009-08-09T10:05:00.003+08:00

Happy Birthday,Singapore!

Let's walk hand in hand to a brighter future

Let every1 be harmony

No war,No fights

Let everyone smile as time goes by

We will never forsake this country.

Smile :)

Sometimes ,I really wonder.Am I such a failure?

2009-08-02T21:31:00.002+08:00

I don't know what is exactly wrong with me
I am willing to buy a wallet from the wallet shop for Jia Wen's birthday present
Yet,Ia am not willing to pay it for myself
What is wrong with me?!

I must be xiao
Willing to fork out money for Jia Wen
Yet,not willing to fork out money for myself..

(I think I saw DYT)

2009-07-25T09:07:00.003+08:00

Yesterday,
JOYCELYN NG YAN TING lost her wallet again
In MAC!

We had to hurry back to look for her wallet
She is such a SOTONG!!!!!!!

Watched SJ videos with her at my house
I laughed so hard when I saw the SJ dressed up to be girls
Especially with the "PABO!"
It is so hilarious!
I will not forget the scene

(Cried again.. HOW AM i GOING TO PASSED?It's seems so mission impossible)

2009-07-23T20:26:00.001+08:00

I think I am changing..
I'm not the original me anymore

2009-07-14T17:28:00.002+08:00

Our Geog teacher,Miss Tan very fuuny
Especially with her big"but"!

Scared me to death for around 3-4 times?
Fiona also jumped out of her chair
Poh Yin kept joking about how we jumped out of the chair
I want to change seat
But,it is lucky
I never seat at Poh Yin's seat

That's her common place
THere's where she usually stand and talk(SHOUT)

Well,at least her class is not boring from now on

But,I must eat "ding xin wan"
From now on

To calm my nerves,you see

(Having a headache now.)

2009-07-13T17:36:00.004+08:00

Thank God for its blessings
I really should count my blessings
I missed one chance of posting the courses
Yet,I was given another chance

Bought a mango moose cake for my mum
Hahas
I 孝顺 ba??

Was bothering what to buy for her
YOu know,
She's not a teenager already
It's very hard to buy something for her

Wondering whether that small boy found his mummy?
He's so cute
Big eyes,small little cheery lips
And cute voice

I sounded so pervert
Don't misunderstood!

I really want to talk to you
But,you seem to distance from me
Making me hard to find out your thoughts
Please,let me go inside your world
Let me know what are you thinking about

2009-07-11T17:41:00.004+08:00

I don't believe it
There's people who create an equitment to drop down mangos from mango trees in the park
That person is super aunty !
And ,she even smiled happily despite all eyes were on her
She very thick-skinned

How can even this kind of person exist?
Sorry to those who did this act before
It's just my thoughts

But,I really must say
She is creative
She can make use of bamboo sticks as equitement
I really take off my hat to her

change maid again..
Samuel Teo,you better watch out if that maid got no problem
Then you chase her away by your crazy pranks
You better watch out
Now..
I only can depend on my handphone to wake me up
No more oversleeping

2009-07-08T18:33:00.003+08:00

I really admire super junior's frinedship
It's quite touching
I wonder..
Where will I find these kind of friends
Who will cry when you are sad
Or even walk with you through all kinds of tests in life

I wonder..
What will happen to my friends and I after a few years?
Will we break our friendship?
Or will we walk hand in hand
fighting all the way through life?

I really question about it
Especially wonders whether *S is my friend?

(Looking forward to our gathering.We will meet,I promise)

2009-07-03T21:08:00.001+08:00

Every prank you make ,is an insult to me
It is unbearable
I crieD
Not becasue I am sad or anything
But because I am very angry

I feel injustice
Is not funny at all
You don't have the simplest respect for me

I lost my pride totally
I will let you taste it someday

You will know how it feels by then

2009-06-26T11:56:00.002+08:00

I consider school is a monster
I believe that in ur heart,you are scared of school too

I hate school
School=homeworks

Imagine the piles of homeworks that teachers give you
Oh!
I am going to faint soon

2009-06-23T12:52:00.006+08:00

I got lot more photos.But,I will only post these.Enjoy

2009-06-22T15:14:00.017+08:00

2009-06-21T12:45:00.021+08:00

Will slowly Post photos everyday.

ard 15 pics per day?

2009-06-21T12:08:00.003+08:00

I'm back!

Did you miss me?

Hehes

Be prepared.

I will post quite long

Needs a lot of patience for it.

14 June:

All excited for the trip

(well not that excited)

Night TRAVELLING

Seven hours flight to Australia

My legs real numb by then

15 June:

I REACHED Australia in the morning

Took some photos

And Off to Tangalooma!
Jealous?

I'm taking a ship to there

Well,I slept all my way to there

About 1hour?

Was sleepy as I did not have a good rest in the aeroplane

It's about beach,sand there

It is so beautiful

Well,the food..

Erm.

Should I say that I don't appreciate western food?

At night,

I went to feed dolphins

they are so active

Kept swimming around

It was a pity that I could not take a picture of them

16 June:

Wake up early morning

Took ship back to Brisbane

Went to THE DESSERT

It was quite disappointing as we cannot slide down the sand slope as it was raining

the slide is around 6m high?

Never mind about that

We changed plan .

And we went to a beach

The sea is so captivating

And there's some old shipwreck

I had never see them in my life before

It's an eye opening

After that ,we went to watch bees

Bought some delicious honey

all Right,

i ADMIT

I tasted 3 times every bit of the tester honey

It was real yummy

Then,

went to wine tasting

Saw how they made the wine

Real amazing

Finally,I reached Gold Coast

Well,

It was in the night by then.

17 June:

I went to Movie world

Guess what?

I played my heart out

For once,I played roller coaster

Especially the scooby doo 's roller coaster

I promised

Once is enough

Unless I want a heart-attack

Saw some shows

My brothers are crazy about bumper cars

7 rounds of it.

Hope their head won;t have a bump?
(not funny)

Burgers Burgers Burgers

Scary

Everywhere I walk

I will see burgers

Bought a muffin in the end

(That's my lunch)

18 June:

Went to Dreamworld

Not my type

Koala bears

Sheeps

Lambs

Yucks!

I hate animals

The only consoling thing is that other than these

There's still playing

Comrades,

Let's shoot!

I scored only 120.

Boo~~

I forgot wad's its name

But there's something like a round ship

And we have the waterfall thingy

The flooding

OM!

So scary!

I shouted as the round thing ship drift around the waves

(The hotdog bread is nice :) )

At night,

went to the night market

It's not like Singapore night market

Their stuff are real expensive

Theirs is a art place

whereby they showed their creativity and talents

Bought Suha's present there

19 June;

Be Jealous!
I woke up at 5

For what?

To take HOT AIR BALLOON!

Phew!
Lucky we landed safely

We missed the first landing area

The scenery was not bad

There's water,mountain,city,roads

Everything!

Took some unglam pictures

Whereby my hair is flying around

Whereby I am being wrapped 3 layers of thick clothings

Imagine,you are in winter

IMagine,the weather

In the early morning,it is around 10 degrees

Whereby when you talk

There's mist in front of you

Went shopping at Pacific fair

Tiring

At night

Where did I go?

I went to climb hills to see glowworms

Nice experience though it was real scary

No light source available

Only 1 torch per 3 person

20 June:

Pack up.

And Singapore.

Here I comes

2009-06-13T09:54:00.002+08:00

Going to Australia tomorrow night
Dun miss me hor
Especially Zitong.
I know you will miss me
I understand

In 1 1/2 day time,I will be in an aeroplane
Will pray to God that nothing will happen during these time
Pray to God that everything will go well
We will be healthy

All rights,
Perhaps tomorrow I will post on blog for the last time before I leave

(Sorry.I may dump to you.Don't blame me.I have to go and pack up)

2009-06-11T21:26:00.000+08:00

I need help for Geog homework!
Argh!!

2009-06-11T12:59:00.002+08:00

I'm sorry.

But I have to say so.

I do not know what you like.

We have been friends for ..

Almost a year??

But I do not even know what you like

What's your wishes.

Perhaps ,

We are not true friends after all

I don't know

It just popped out to me

All of a sudden

I'm sorry

Just finish Eng summary.

Moving on to Geog

2009-06-11T10:43:00.002+08:00

Homework left:
1 Eng Compo
1 Eng reading task
1 Eng summary
1 chinese compo
1 geography
1 Literature

I am going to do those yellowed colour of the task by 2day.
CHIONG ah!

2009-06-10T10:19:00.005+08:00

hOW I wish my life is as slow as a snail

Whereby I do not need to worry the sorroundings around me

I will try my best to reach to the top

BUT,S-L-O-W-L-Y

I need not try to pace up my speed with the others

As this is who I am

But,my little wish will ever not come true..

hoLIDAYs=Rushing homework

hoLidays=Mad at brothers

hOlidays=bored at home

hOlidays=Almost everyday tuition

Holidays=Sleeping very late

HOlIDAys=Waking up late

2009-06-08T18:08:00.002+08:00

I want to change songs in my blog
But,I AM too lazy
Do you see it?
L-A-Z-Y

Hahas..
Cause so much to happen these few days
Don't really want to talk about it.
Had patch up with them

Suddenly realise something about her
Do not want to talk about IT.
qUITE upsetting
POWER STRUGGLE !

Hahas..
I'm just joking
No need to get so serious

Going to Australia ..
Hope God will bless us
And we will return with good health
Hope H1N1 will be gone soon

2009-06-07T21:13:00.002+08:00

Well,
To me..

Syf fiesta is a great experience whereby I can gain more knowledge
The lightnings,sound effects
All these
Were such a wonder to me

I am truly amaze by them

Well,I HATE the makeup part
Whereby I totally look like a weird 'ghost'
Especially for the lipstick part
Totally hate the COLOR!
But,
I have to accept the make up
As I am in performing arts

It's not a very fun
But I wun say I don't enjoy it
I do not know why I have this kind of weird feelings
It's such unnatural.
I do not know why

It was perhaps the last performance with the sec4s
I think I will miss them
Especially JIa ying,Eekie,Jie xin,Cat and of course Carina!

I hope they will visit us frequently after they graduate..

2009-06-03T10:21:00.002+08:00

I decided to delete that post because I feel that I should at least respect them
I have no position in criticizing them
I am sorry
I was too impulsive
I do not know what was I thinking just now

It's all over now
I hope

I will not think of that matter again
I promise

2009-06-01T08:27:00.002+08:00

Okays..
I know that I should not scold her regardless what wrongs she had done to me
I should just release my anger and smiled to say
"Life is colourful!"

Hahas,
this quote is extremely useful
I said this to comfort Cat,Poh Yin,YU Jing and myself

Life is colourful and beautiful
We should not blend it with blackness
The colour produced will be so ugly!

Hence I can persevere on every tiny /Major things that happen to me
I just grit my teeth and says
"I can do it!"

Later on,
I will have that stupid Chinese painting and as well as my dear CHOIR!
Okays..
Choir is not as dear when you have to go back everyday!

Oh My!
Hope my voice can stand the practices

Yesterday,
PohYIn said that her voice is changing
Is she going to drop into ALTO?
She said she could not sing high notes

Hope she is well soon

2009-05-31T19:06:00.000+08:00

I just change a new blogskin.
Hope your like it ^^

2009-05-30T19:53:00.002+08:00

I had great fun with Poh Yin ,Jia hui and Joycelyn
I was enjoying myself alot

Seriously,I meant it when I cried
I was real upset that we might not be friends anymore the next minute
We will be in different classes

Busy with homework
IPS

We will not have a chance to meet up

It saddens me alot

I do not want to be like Ji Su they all
They were so happy together
But,later Ji Su suddenly announce that she will not come back anymore
I really cherish our friendship

We cannot predict the future
But,at least
We have these photos with us
They let us recall us precious memories
So it all matter to me when Poh YIn did not want to take neo-print..

2009-05-27T15:10:00.001+08:00

I hate "politicals"
I seriously hate it la

Can't we be united?

2009-05-27T14:55:00.001+08:00

Napoleon and Snowball..
Here it is again...

I hate it very much

2009-05-24T15:34:00.003+08:00

My aunt's husband passed away last evening
He had battled with throat cancer for quite some time
I believe my aunt is still healing from her pain

When my father broke the news,my first reaction was
"Grandma will be upset when she hear this"

But..
I suddenly realize that she had pass away long ago
IT was mixed feelings

I do not know why I had thought of it at the first place..

2009-05-23T18:37:00.001+08:00

Humans are definitely fakers

They seem to be nice to you
But,in the actual fact
They hate you very much

Humans cannot be trusted

2009-05-23T09:39:00.001+08:00

I should take everything in natural course
If it's God's will,then it shall be
I shall not force or even fight

I will go there and have a shot
And treat it as a life experience

2009-05-17T17:55:00.003+08:00

Happy Birthday ,Teo Poh YIn!

Shocked le ba?

So sorry to post it on my blog.

But i HAD no choice

Because I dun have your photo

So...

Tada!!!!!!!

Happy Birthday,gal

Grow well

Eat well

Dun be so childish le

U are 14 le..

Blex.

Hehe, you must be super duper mad le

Sorry.

(*gIve you a BIG hug)

2009-05-15T17:38:00.001+08:00

I just want to cry it out loud...

2009-05-12T12:37:00.002+08:00

Thailand use elephant's dung to make paper!

How shocking this is!
I was amazed and shocked when I heard and see
This is the truth

Not long from now,I had watch a variety show when I came to know of this fact
It is so amazing
I do not know what to say about it..

I can only say Thailand people are very smart.

Perhaps ,you will say that elephant's dungs are so smelly and dirty
How can they use it to make paper?
Fear not...
They had purify it ,lots and lots of times
And there,there is it,
ELEPHANT S'S DUNGS PAPER!

Furthermore,they used the dungs to make bookmarks,etc.
I could not believe my ears at first
But,this is the truth

SMART!

I decided in trying to use proper English as I realize that I am too Singaporean
Too,you know,
Singlish

Hehe :)

Physics paper is so hard..
I am really afraid that I will not score well
I had study so hard for it.
I cannot lose the marks
I am so regretful that I am so careless
I know how to the question
But I simply am too idiot!

I am a IDIOT!

2009-05-10T22:01:00.003+08:00

Time flies so quickly....

Next Tuesday is the last paper-Physics

Had tutition juz now

Revising every topic

After revising,I realized that I am actually weaker in Energy/Work/Power

I have to Jia yous le

It is the last paper

I must put my heart and soul in this paper

And score very high marks

I must REVISE and REVISE

JIa yous JOy...

I neo you can do it

Nothing is impossible

Although Ms Thng say the paper is super duper hard

But with practice

you will excel well

GO GAL!

2009-05-07T10:30:00.002+08:00

我真的累了。。
因为个方面，我才这样觉得
我是多么的再挽回这段友情
当作我什么都没看见

我是多么试着
我其实很在乎你，
根本不是这样的
但是你毫无领情

你那长面具可以说是很厚，很厚
所以长期以来，
我们都没有发现原来你在我们面前其实是在苦笑
再强忍

你那句“其实我跟她们做朋友，是因为我没有朋友”

你的那句话太伤人了

、
我的心已经再默默的哭了。。。

2009-05-06T11:03:00.003+08:00

我突然发现
人生只是一片白纸
有时人嫌它是黑暗的
但是，自己却没发现原来黑墨
是自己不小心倒进去的

一张白纸是很脆弱的
它随时会被撕开
不管你再怎样努力，
结果还是如此

这就是人生。
人生也不过如此。。。

2009-05-03T11:21:00.003+08:00

Jia yous everyone for EXAMS!!

Revising History now.
Trying to push all the information into my small brain
OH HELP!!!!!!!!!!!

I bet Poh YIn is also lor
She yesterday told me that she only read chap 9 .

Y:SO???? hello?you ARE SO DOTS LEH
' gROW UP,GAL
Think of the consequences.

2009-04-30T15:57:00.003+08:00

Mugging for mid-year now.
It's 35% or is it 45% of my whole results of streaming

Jia yous

So what if you are rich?
So what if you have so much money to spent?
Never mind if my family background is not so good
I admit that we are only in the middle-range

So what if we go Robinson,This fashion,Far East Plaza to shop while you go Takashimaya to shop
Even for an eraser...

Stop insulting our family
I tell you,even if you are rich,you have no time for your family
Are you blind or what,
Your sons doesn't like you at all
Between you and your sons,there is a thick glass panel

There's much more to notice than money

You will regret when are you old!

2009-04-18T16:43:00.003+08:00

Okays.. I know that it is very late to post the syf 2009 stuffs
Cause I was recovering frm sadness and disappointment these 2 days

I enjoyed the moment on stage very much
It was golden and precious and nothing cannot replace that feel
When I was on stage,I was damn nervous
My mouth shivered

Surprisingly,when Ms ong conduct us,my nervousness was gone
I was enjoying the songs very much

The sound was simply lovely
Many of us were sure that we will able to get a Gold
So it was disappointing that we get a silver in the end

I really hope that we get a gold
I remember when the announcer was announcing No.30.I was weeping
I yearned for a Gold that much that I cried

The world seemed to crash when she said Kranji got a silver
I was crying my hearts out and so Poh Yin was comforting me

2009 Syf..
I will remember for life
Although I am happy that we sang quite well and I enjoyed that moment very much,I will never ever forget that pain

I promise that we will get a Gold for the next syf
It is a promise to all the seniors as well as a promise I make to myself...

We will attain a GOLD!

2009-04-11T21:12:00.002+08:00

What's the use of playing the piano when I cannot feel any changes of loud and soft?
What is the use of playing the piano when the sound is muffled
What is the use of playing the piano when I know that if I do not change the piano,
I will fail my Grad 8?
What is the use then?
What is the use of playing when I could not catch the feel of the piano?

What is the use?
Can any1 tell me?

To play well,You must firstly like the feel of piano
To play well,you must know what is the strength you need to put in the song
To play well,you must at least hear the dynamics going on

So what am I doing?
I cannot hear the dynamics no matter how much strength I played
I dun like the feel of the piano,it is too hard
The piano's sound is muffled
And there are surely some keys that have something wrong??

So should I just blanky sit for the examinations?

Tell me?

YOu really do not know how I felt
You do not know?
The pain I am suffering
It is just too much..

2009-04-10T14:13:00.004+08:00

Oh mY!!
I can finally online.
Hip Hip Hooray to me!!

Yesterday,while I was walking home,
I heard a small little gal,ard 5-6 years old telling her mother that she want to give birth
To a small baby
Her mother was like so stunned lor
You should have look at her face lor

I was laughing secretly
It was so hilarious
The gal so young 母性激发了！

Okays,
I prouldy announce that yesterday choir ends at 7.35!
OM!
But,I,Yu Jing and Jia Min go off 1st
Yu JIng accompany me to go Lot1 lah..
So I was not alone
So kind of her ohh..
Attually is 顺路。。

Called Poh Yin later on
And I praised her to be soft-hearted
She was like !!
Keep on checking whether I am TEO XIN YI JOY anot..

...

People praise you ,you dun want
Call you a evil,naught witch the next time I see you

2mrr still gt choir..
After the exchange,I chiong to my piano class
It is so ruch,kays
ANd I have to *ENJOY my bread lunch again!!

Decided not to post it...
After all.. It is so sensitive to all of us

2009-04-07T11:42:00.001+08:00

I believe God will bless me no matter what happens..
I trust that God will create my path for me
It is all for my own good

Sick in the bed now...

2009-04-01T19:24:00.002+08:00

2Day I totally very siao lor..
I also do not know what happen to me.
Is like I suddenly got mental problem?

Xin Yi AND Emily is officially scared by me
Hehe
Jie Xin 2day never come
I do not know why..
Is just that I like quite missing her?
dUN GET THE WRONG idea
I am NOT in love with her lor

Lolz..

After ms ong teaches us white horses and crown of roses,
We had a mini sectionals
(It is a secret of the conversation we had)
But I laughed until I cried
Stupied xia..

Dots...

Random post
I just feel of typing something
Nothing much happen in school,except the DNT thing
I think I am going to get F9 for it

Haiz..
Never mind.

2009-03-28T09:27:00.002+08:00

I went to the PTM yesterday...
I sucks
From there,I clearly see what is truely a faker and who is not
I learn that we must be on guard to these people as they are not trustworthy
Okays.. From this PTM..
I realize I am more to the humanity side
To tell the truth,I am more interested in that side

aTe duck rice at limbang
Hate Limbang food totally
I still prefer its char siew rice
But at that point of time,they sell finish le

Haiz..............

2009-03-16T19:06:00.003+08:00

SLACK SLACK SLACK!!
BOring...
At home,do the mundane routine
Sleep,do homework,watch Tv,Play comp
Nothing else la

At home going 发霉le..
Wad to do?
This is SCH holiday

2mrr going back to sch..
For wad?
For choir lor
Dunno wad will happen 2mrr

Hope that everything will turn out real good

Okays..
I hate sch
But it is better to be at home to be a dying pig

BLEX
Random post
I am really very bored

2009-03-14T09:15:00.003+08:00

Hey,sops
I am really surprise that after the sec4s were remove,we sounded as though the chickens are being killed...
Or should you say that we sounded very horrible
Perhaps some of us needed more time to get use of YU jing's lead
But the problem is,although we corrected you all so many times,
You are still very sharp
I thought that if we repeat a few more times,the problems would be solve
But,it is not true

While I was walking past alto,
They sounded real nice
And I wondered
How come they can survive without sec4s while we cannot?

Should I say that it was disappointing?
Or should I say that we should buck up?
I dk what to say

I really hope that we can be totally independent
all rights?

Haiz..
I am no position to say anyting
But..
tis is my thoughts

2009-03-13T20:21:00.001+08:00

Totally hate the "uniform"of choir...

2009-03-12T19:33:00.002+08:00

School was fun..
Because of?
Choir!!!!!

I simply love choir xia
Somethings happen
I sincerly say soory to * if *felt offends of what I say
I mean I did not know that did I say things that made you angry
(SINCERE BOW)

Had "Rehearsal"
Found out that the K PRODUCTION team,Jeremy could play the piano
tHEN the pianist,Shao Wei,was like showing off his talent

I am trying very hard to improve my singing
I dunwan it to sound funny
Airy has improve
The air can be use to pump almost a ping pong ball instead of a balloon
Jiayous
i AM now trying not to let my sound to be covered
Hahas
Lots of problems xia

Jia yOus

2009-03-01T09:20:00.001+08:00

Not coming back until next week

2009-02-25T09:40:00.001+08:00

Haiz..
I never go school again
HEADACHE...
When can I leave the word headache?
Why can't I be like a healthy child?
Migraine...
Stupid!Idiot! .......
The sky seems so dark

2009-02-21T09:03:00.003+08:00

HI...
I am back from camp
Or should I say that I was back yesterday?

The camp was very tiring but I have to admit it that it was a fruitful experience for me
I learn a lot of values during this camp

Do you know that there are a lot of mixed blood instructors in the camp?
I was so taken back by that
I did not realize that Singapore have so many mixed blood

oN THE 1st day...
I did not go kayaking due to some reason(not to be disclosed)
I was staring at the space with Hazewan whose leg happen to be injured
His mother wanted him to go to the camp despite that he could not do almost all the activities
Miss foo told her that it was a class activity which motive is to bond the class
Hence she ask him to go
Do you know that the cloth that bind his injured leg cost $30?
It is so expensive,all right
wAited hour for my classmates to come back
They were soaking wet by then
And they were very exhausted
Hungry like a ware-woof

oN tHe SeCONd day...
Played High elements and all sorts of games
Scared me to death
Especially for the one which needed to walk down the wall
I was too frightened that I kept on laughing
It was idiotic,isn't it?
I was very tired after every games
Stupid aeroplanes which flew pass us
It was so noisy that every night,I could not sleep properly
I had to wake up every half an hour of sleep

oN tHe tHIRd day...
Juz random packing and did some cleaning up
Thank God that it was not our class that need to clean the toilet
The toilet was so disgusting,horrified
It would totally scare anyone who saw it
The toilet had all kinds of things
Ranging from hair-beetles,millipedes,centipedes and beetles
Yucks!

I had a great time in the camp because of Suha,Poh yin and Jia hui
It was a great comfort for me to have them around with me
Go Gals!

2009-02-17T15:39:00.003+08:00

Realize tad I haven blog for a long time...
Hahaz I am sorry

Had fun with Poh yin,Jia Hui,Joycelyn and Suhaha
I am glad that I have them around
It is a great comfort...

Had Juniors yesterday
It was hilarious about some Junior
One shakes his head over and over again when I asked his name
And the other one sing without her mouth opening

I was quite started that boys can also go soprano
And 2 of them even go soprano 1
They sing very high ,okay
I admit it..
They can sing higher than me
I am so ..

there will be camp 2mrr
I dun wish to go
But it is a compulsory
The day where it changes everything,
It will be 2mrr..

2009-02-08T12:04:00.002+08:00

Did I do wrong?
Did I speak unappropriate words?
What is wrong with them?
I dun understand!

Is studying a wrong choice?
NO!
aLTHOugh I dun like studying,,but I cannot stand why people say studying is not important
I am annoyed when they want me to follow their footsteps
I dun wan
See what they get in the end?
Nothing
NOTHING at all!!!!!